2005年5月29日星期日

真心话

给爱流浪的人一个家
送给孤独的人真心话
经过这些年
你还想我吗
其实不必回答
多情的人 总因为无情
伤心又何苦执着
谁对谁最真心
风吹千年吹不停
掩住我 滴滴泪的眼睛


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在某间民歌餐厅墙上的一段文字 - - 给爱流浪的人

2005年5月25日星期三

2nd Week ...

Today is my second week i work ...As usual i took out my laptop and started to study, understand the codes and thus modify the system...The environment in the office is cold, and colleagues(perhaps, accurately should be consultants ) in and out....let me explain more, they are consultants and most of the time, they are working in client-side, sometimes, they might back to office....so...consultants are in and out of the office.........To me, i am the only developer...ya...the only .net developer in the office....start to feel doubt in the existing but not completed system...feel hard and difficult to continue....no ppl i can refer to..haiz....I did always tell myself to work hard and try hard...but i still need someone to refer to...to clarify something..
Future will become present if we fight for it

2005年5月17日星期二

First day...

Today is my first day i start my working.....at the same time....there are 3 happenings too...today is teacher's day...secondly, it's exactly 2 months i finished my last paper in uni....thirdly, last time, i also started my training on 16 but feb...so...is today considered a lucky day ? I hope so...I do get some sms and call from my friends that wish me luck....and I do always send good luck and hapiness to my friends to wish them luck oso..I always pray for my friends....but...today i dont really good luck....mayb that's a small thing but...i think i mind....I was left out to take lunch a lone.....about 12++, i went to rest room ...after few minutes, when i back to office, all my colleagues are gone for lunch......i was so surprise...and my first day was collapsed by this incident...i really mind that... as today is the first day.........I really pray that...tomorrow will be fine ....

2005年5月7日星期六

看萤火虫的夜晚

夜里
星星只有几颗
点点闪烁在黑漆漆的夜空

周末的夜晚
与友人乘上小舢板
欣赏瓜雪闻名的萤火虫

从远处遥望
只见闪闪似小灯泡挂在树上
有如圣诞树般的华丽
当靠近的欣赏
却发现
每只小小萤火虫的微小发亮
都能带给人们欢乐


萤火虫好棒
小小的身体带着的小灯泡
都能为伟大的人类
带来无限的希望和快乐

欢笑声加上闪烁的小灯泡
就这样为我们的周末划上句点
这个周末真不错
因为有您 -- 萤火虫 的陪伴

自信心。时间

一直以为自信心是能来自自己,原来不管自己的自信心累积多少,只要别人的一句话,就能把它打散,把累积已久的信心都一一带走。 重新累积一份够份量的信心需要时间,很长很长的一段时间。。。

2005年5月6日星期五

Interview

Today i attended the other interiew in KLCC...ya..in the petronas twin tower..this was my first time to go up to that tower....first thing, the lift had confused me...i needed to change the lift for three times before i reached the level 61...yup...that's it's structure....then, i was interviewed by a foreigner, i ws not sure whether he is germany..but he is CEO...ya..CEO had interviewed me...I was so nervous at first, but, when the conversation went on, i felt better as i start to chat with him..But , thats a bit terrible situation, he showed me the tasks' scope that i gonna to face if i am offered the postition....high expectation from me perhaps....if i am offered that.....so....what can i do now just wait for the next reply .....