2005年6月18日星期六

刻不容缓

从来并无自信人云亦云庸庸碌碌半生
连自己的恋爱运也欠一点决心
为何望来望去仍无下文明明彼此有同感
难道等一天变做熟人发现原来相衬
可否冷静看一阵 都有几个人靠近
现在还未算缠绵情节会逐渐降温
迟来一秒钟迟疑一秒钟从迎接你变做目送
迟来一秒钟沿途经过和结局其实太不同
迟迟未预备第一句爱你已经足够蕴酿暗涌
盼望犹豫未决的情人回信尤如行刑悬在半空
拖一拖等一等怕得到得来已是无用
拖一拖等一等这刻的感动变做裂缝

良辰就如白废明明动情怎会不敢作声
提示很不足但你的态度永远不得要领
相恋要是有天定 都会等你来确认
现在还未算缠绵情节会逐渐结冰
迟来一秒钟迟疑一秒钟从迎接你变做目送
迟来一秒钟沿途经过和结局其实太不同
迟迟未预备第一句爱你已经足够蕴酿暗涌
盼望犹豫未决的情人回信尤如行刑悬在半空
拖一拖等一等怕得到得来已是无用
拖一拖等一等这刻的感动变做裂缝

相恋要是有天定 都会等你来确认
现在还未算 还未认
缠绵情节会逐渐结冰
迟来一秒钟迟疑一秒钟良缘永远这样断送
迟来一秒钟仍然等你来告白何事你都未动容
明明在附近又不告诉你太多恋爱这样告终
怕在离场后接到迟来情信其时在和狂人抱拥
拖一拖等一等怕这点激情最后模糊
拖一拖等一等终于知表白

刻不容缓



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得空不妨聽聽這首歌﹐蠻不錯﹐至少我很喜歡。。。

2005年6月12日星期日

>_<

There's long time i didnt blog here...sicne i start working...busy? tired? ..yeah..that's..but..just that I had no mood to write anything here...I was unhappy with the office environment... culture..mmm....something happened...so...working life is not happy for me... for this moment, that is ...maybe it will be changed later... i guess..or somebody told me....but i am not sure...I know, now thats not what i want for my life towards happiness....I will try hard to find my happiness.....I will try, try and try until I obtain..I wont give up easily..I need to tell myself this always....

生日禮物

忽然從一個小孩的生日會中領悟到一件事
小時候 每個人都非常喜歡生日的到來
原因是 能夠收到很多的生日禮物
或許能夠從禮物當中得到一些嚮往已久的東西
得到後 心情能夠開心的不得了
甚至開心的睡不著 或雙手都沒離開過那份喜愛的禮物

長大後 收到禮物的機會 越來越少
原因是 什麼 。。。。難道是
每個人的生活忙碌 都忘了獻上祝福給家人或朋友
還是連他們的生辰日子也忘了
隨着時代的進步 人人都以一封簡訊或電子卡
代替了原始的所謂生日禮物和生日卡片
感覺上 那好像不太真實
或許也沒有太大保存的價值
因為手機存量不足夠 或 電子卡會踰期的

當然收禮物可是很開心的事
不管成人或小孩都一樣 原因是。。。。
或許是那拆禮物的興奮
或是被重視的那份感覺
又或純粹是收禮物的那份喜悅吧!

夢想的一種感覺

感覺 會忽然出現 也會忽然消失
很多時候 人人都常常跟着感覺走
只覺得跟着感覺走 一切是開心和順心的
感覺對得時候 一切都是那麼美麗
感覺錯的時候 一切就只剩下失望
夢 想 的 一 種 感 覺 又是什麼
夢想與現實
往往夢想總是甜蜜的
現實總是殘酷得令人傷心
人們總是不肯向現實低頭
而卻喜歡永遠藏在夢想的懷抱
享受着那無限 和不變質的快樂

人總是該有夢想的
那一份夢想已久的感覺
當有一天
夢想的感覺變成了現實的幸福
人生仿彿多了一道光芒 一道從未有過的希望
那就是夢想成真的感覺
願每個人都有機會嘗到夢想成真的感覺

2005年5月29日星期日

真心话

给爱流浪的人一个家
送给孤独的人真心话
经过这些年
你还想我吗
其实不必回答
多情的人 总因为无情
伤心又何苦执着
谁对谁最真心
风吹千年吹不停
掩住我 滴滴泪的眼睛


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在某间民歌餐厅墙上的一段文字 - - 给爱流浪的人

2005年5月25日星期三

2nd Week ...

Today is my second week i work ...As usual i took out my laptop and started to study, understand the codes and thus modify the system...The environment in the office is cold, and colleagues(perhaps, accurately should be consultants ) in and out....let me explain more, they are consultants and most of the time, they are working in client-side, sometimes, they might back to office....so...consultants are in and out of the office.........To me, i am the only developer...ya...the only .net developer in the office....start to feel doubt in the existing but not completed system...feel hard and difficult to continue....no ppl i can refer to..haiz....I did always tell myself to work hard and try hard...but i still need someone to refer to...to clarify something..
Future will become present if we fight for it

2005年5月17日星期二

First day...

Today is my first day i start my working.....at the same time....there are 3 happenings too...today is teacher's day...secondly, it's exactly 2 months i finished my last paper in uni....thirdly, last time, i also started my training on 16 but feb...so...is today considered a lucky day ? I hope so...I do get some sms and call from my friends that wish me luck....and I do always send good luck and hapiness to my friends to wish them luck oso..I always pray for my friends....but...today i dont really good luck....mayb that's a small thing but...i think i mind....I was left out to take lunch a lone.....about 12++, i went to rest room ...after few minutes, when i back to office, all my colleagues are gone for lunch......i was so surprise...and my first day was collapsed by this incident...i really mind that... as today is the first day.........I really pray that...tomorrow will be fine ....

2005年5月7日星期六

看萤火虫的夜晚

夜里
星星只有几颗
点点闪烁在黑漆漆的夜空

周末的夜晚
与友人乘上小舢板
欣赏瓜雪闻名的萤火虫

从远处遥望
只见闪闪似小灯泡挂在树上
有如圣诞树般的华丽
当靠近的欣赏
却发现
每只小小萤火虫的微小发亮
都能带给人们欢乐


萤火虫好棒
小小的身体带着的小灯泡
都能为伟大的人类
带来无限的希望和快乐

欢笑声加上闪烁的小灯泡
就这样为我们的周末划上句点
这个周末真不错
因为有您 -- 萤火虫 的陪伴

自信心。时间

一直以为自信心是能来自自己,原来不管自己的自信心累积多少,只要别人的一句话,就能把它打散,把累积已久的信心都一一带走。 重新累积一份够份量的信心需要时间,很长很长的一段时间。。。

2005年5月6日星期五

Interview

Today i attended the other interiew in KLCC...ya..in the petronas twin tower..this was my first time to go up to that tower....first thing, the lift had confused me...i needed to change the lift for three times before i reached the level 61...yup...that's it's structure....then, i was interviewed by a foreigner, i ws not sure whether he is germany..but he is CEO...ya..CEO had interviewed me...I was so nervous at first, but, when the conversation went on, i felt better as i start to chat with him..But , thats a bit terrible situation, he showed me the tasks' scope that i gonna to face if i am offered the postition....high expectation from me perhaps....if i am offered that.....so....what can i do now just wait for the next reply .....