UnHappy again..

Hai..everyday when HE is here, sure i will be so scare and always aware of whether he is setting me any 'bomb'..I dont like this life..I felt so stress with this kind of life..I dont wan ..i dont wan...I just hope there's someone there to listen to me and console me when i am really in the stress sole....but...no one i can find on the spot...who i can find immediately...every ppl has their own business, own lifestyle...nothing i can do, cry myself in the corner....