Sad.Dissapointed.

Recently i was so moody because there's something happen to challege the friendship among me and some of my friends. I was really really sad and dissapointed...Friendship is just like glass, once the owner who own it, he needs to hold it carefully, protect it, care it, not to let it to be broken easily...I hold it very very careful, I appreciate it all the time, I thought others also the same....however..........."If our friendship is as good as what u claimed.......".....I knew I loose my hands unintentionally and sadly, the glass is nearly broken up....or it can be said, it's cracked...I was so sad...Again, previously, I cried because of my first job...now I cried again becuause of the friendship...this is the first time, I faced the challenges of the friendship.... i always tell myself to appreciate friend's kindness and sacrification....I do mean it and always I will try my best to play my role to my friends...however, what i got now is "....what u claimed only ..." .....

Frustrated

I was given a suggestion to write a blog without any notification on who I am..ya..it's should be good for me to confide in...Everyday, I need to face the 'Hatred' in the office..I had been played around..all my data in D drive gone, some related files are missing..some application/programs can not be run, what happen ? My machine is hacked by someone, or someone take control over my machine?..No prove and nobody can tell me...I cant stand with this kind of disturbance anymore..why? why I am the one who need to face all these in my first job? How many times I drop my tears and confide to friends..that's enough, I always tell myself to stand steadily, but i still cant...I need something to balance up that.but i cant find it out ..Sometimes, i just feel that I am so useless and unable to handle all the stress...How? How? Tell me..please...tell me...how...

Interview 2nd Job

After suffering for about 2 months, I decided to resign..to leave a place that bring me trouble..I dont really want to stay there anymore..At the same time, I got the chance to interview..that's today...It was a long interview..I reach there about 615om after my work. Then i waited for the people about 45 min because they said they had conference call from Sg...No point..have to wait..Then, I had been undergone an hour long interview with 2 people - 1 senior manager and 1 manager, perhaps is technical department ppl...as he asked a lot of technical questions on me...programming, oracle, problem, stored pro,....etc I just tried my best to answer...the interview seem quite relax, while I answer, I do smile, they do also act quite relax to me..not really bring me any stress...But, 1 thing, i answer all the questions so so honestly...mayb this is the weak points of mine but i choose to be honest rather than lie..Finally, my interview finished at about 8pm..huh..late ya...but, the KL night view is so nice when i saw it from level 42 in KLCC...that's really amazing...KL night is GREAT!!...~~845pm reached home!

UnHappy again..

Hai..everyday when HE is here, sure i will be so scare and always aware of whether he is setting me any 'bomb'..I dont like this life..I felt so stress with this kind of life..I dont wan ..i dont wan...I just hope there's someone there to listen to me and console me when i am really in the stress sole....but...no one i can find on the spot...who i can find immediately...every ppl has their own business, own lifestyle...nothing i can do, cry myself in the corner....

Birthday part 2 *_^

The day before my birthday...Few of my friends are celebrating my birthday earlier today...We had our dinner @secret recipe in Seksyen 14, PJ...Today is monday, just after work, we all meet up - Bee Leng, Chai Teng, Yung Fei, Kian Ann, Eng Seng, Sue Hok and me...I was so happy to have them as my friends, at least after last week's celebration, here they are to celebrate with me as they had missed the karaoke and seafood session last week...Ya..they are also y coursemates in FSKTM@ UM...After each of us took our dinner(after the whole day work in office, everyone is hungry...) they ordered 4 pieces of different favourite cakes for me and also for them la...hehehe....

• Americano
• Blueberry Cheese cake
• Chocolate Indulgent
• Kiwi Paradise

The cakes are so so tasty...Can't stop it after having the first taste...

Thanks to all my lovely friends...i wont forget and i'll sure will remember it forever ...

Birthday part 1 *_^

I was so happy and excited because my coursemates had celebrated me a GREAT birthday with me and also ah Fatt...BeeTze, SeowPing, KokWui, LaiChin, Fatt, Syuen, Ing Hee, Brian, ChunJye, Alan and YanLing...We all took 2 cars and towards Klang to enjoy a seafood meal...What a delicious seafood...After the seafood dinner, we all went to the KTV to sing together in Klang Parade...That's a crazy night..we all enjoyed with soft romantic songs and also some rock dancing songs...After that, a delicious fruit cakes was prepared for me and Fatt, as we are born in the same day, so we share the same birthday...this was a special year as this was the first time we celebrated the birthday together since we knew each other in uni 3 years ago...We took a lot of pictures ..that's really a wonderful night for all of us...at the same time, we also had the chance to gather after we all started working....

Thanks all my lovely and caring friends for the saturday night..I will always remember and appreciate it...

生日禮物

忽然從一個小孩的生日會中領悟到一件事
小時候 每個人都非常喜歡生日的到來
原因是 能夠收到很多的生日禮物
或許能夠從禮物當中得到一些嚮往已久的東西
得到後 心情能夠開心的不得了
甚至開心的睡不著 或雙手都沒離開過那份喜愛的禮物
長大後 收到禮物的機會 越來越少原因是 什麼 。。。。

難道是每個人的生活忙碌 都忘了獻上祝福給家人或朋友
還是連他們的生辰日子也忘了
隨着時代的進步
人人都以一封簡訊或電子卡
代替了原始的所謂生日禮物和生日卡片
感覺上 那好像不太真實
或許也沒有太大保存的價值
因為手機存量不足夠 或 電子卡會踰期的
當然收禮物可是很開心的事
不管成人或小孩都一樣 原因是。。。。
或許是那拆禮物的興奮或是被重視的那份感覺
又或純粹是收禮物的那份喜悅吧!

刻不容缓

从来并无自信人云亦云庸庸碌碌半生
连自己的恋爱运也欠一点决心
为何望来望去仍无下文明明彼此有同感
难道等一天变做熟人发现原来相衬
可否冷静看一阵 都有几个人靠近
现在还未算缠绵情节会逐渐降温
迟来一秒钟迟疑一秒钟从迎接你变做目送
迟来一秒钟沿途经过和结局其实太不同
迟迟未预备第一句爱你已经足够蕴酿暗涌
盼望犹豫未决的情人回信尤如行刑悬在半空
拖一拖等一等怕得到得来已是无用
拖一拖等一等这刻的感动变做裂缝

良辰就如白废明明动情怎会不敢作声
提示很不足但你的态度永远不得要领
相恋要是有天定 都会等你来确认
现在还未算缠绵情节会逐渐结冰
迟来一秒钟迟疑一秒钟从迎接你变做目送
迟来一秒钟沿途经过和结局其实太不同
迟迟未预备第一句爱你已经足够蕴酿暗涌
盼望犹豫未决的情人回信尤如行刑悬在半空
拖一拖等一等怕得到得来已是无用
拖一拖等一等这刻的感动变做裂缝

相恋要是有天定 都会等你来确认
现在还未算 还未认
缠绵情节会逐渐结冰
迟来一秒钟迟疑一秒钟良缘永远这样断送
迟来一秒钟仍然等你来告白何事你都未动容
明明在附近又不告诉你太多恋爱这样告终
怕在离场后接到迟来情信其时在和狂人抱拥
拖一拖等一等怕这点激情最后模糊
拖一拖等一等终于知表白

刻不容缓

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得空不妨聽聽這首歌﹐蠻不錯﹐至少我很喜歡。。。

>_<

There's long time i didnt blog here...sicne i start working...busy? tired? ..yeah..that's..but..just that I had no mood to write anything here...I was unhappy with the office environment... culture..mmm....something happened...so...working life is not happy for me... for this moment, that is ...maybe it will be changed later... i guess..or somebody told me....but i am not sure...I know, now thats not what i want for my life towards happiness....I will try hard to find my happiness.....I will try, try and try until I obtain..I wont give up easily..I need to tell myself this always....

生日禮物

忽然從一個小孩的生日會中領悟到一件事
小時候 每個人都非常喜歡生日的到來
原因是 能夠收到很多的生日禮物
或許能夠從禮物當中得到一些嚮往已久的東西
得到後 心情能夠開心的不得了
甚至開心的睡不著 或雙手都沒離開過那份喜愛的禮物

長大後 收到禮物的機會 越來越少
原因是 什麼 。。。。難道是
每個人的生活忙碌 都忘了獻上祝福給家人或朋友
還是連他們的生辰日子也忘了
隨着時代的進步 人人都以一封簡訊或電子卡
代替了原始的所謂生日禮物和生日卡片
感覺上 那好像不太真實
或許也沒有太大保存的價值
因為手機存量不足夠 或 電子卡會踰期的

當然收禮物可是很開心的事
不管成人或小孩都一樣 原因是。。。。
或許是那拆禮物的興奮
或是被重視的那份感覺
又或純粹是收禮物的那份喜悅吧!