明天见

雨下了又停了泪流了又干了你走多久多远了
我还在这你说的你忘了 可是我还记得手心里
紧握着已不属于我的亲热 爱怎会输给了时间
我的耳边再听不见 我以为永远不会变 最习惯的明天见
放手了该回到原点心会受伤
也能复原 我会学着自己走出从前 祝福明天

词:陈静楠 曲:林俊杰 歌手：王心凌

想念你的那一刻

以为只要勇敢地告诉自己
让时间把一切冲淡
让岁月把回忆带走
让所有的执着与不舍
都能轻轻地在我毫无留意中
被微风吹向一处不知明的地方

以为只要坚强的放开自己
让眼泪不再继续滴下
让生活重现一片希望
让所有的悲伤与苦涩
都能慢慢地在我不知不觉中
被雨水冲向一处不知明的地方

然而
一切都没被冲淡
回忆都没被带走
到见面的那一刻
感觉仿佛存在着
依然想念着。。
想念着你的那一刻

Tata to .NET programmer

Today is my last day in the first company that i joined for my first job -- .NET programmer. Finally, after 1 month noticed, I have to leave,should be I chose to leave...I dont wan to suffer myself in the unhappy environment...the environment that nailed my emotion down..Mayb all the people will deem that I work emotionally, or I was not supposed to act like that..I dont care, I just want myself to be happy...mayb they are right or mayb I wasn't wrong...the fact is I finished my first job there and start my new one next week..

Talk about the office today, as usual i went to work, but i knew this is the last time i stepped into this offcie and sit in my seat for my working place...But, I was so glad that, I had some colleagues that treat me so good..They delivered me a card with wishes together with gift. That's the wishes and support from my colleagues though some of them are not in the office but in client-side office for project.

Lunch time..12.30pm..8 of us went for lunch@ Kim Gary, Avenue K. There was too many ppl and we had to sit separately in 2 different tables. What happen to this afternoon, a really 'special' farewell to me...Too many ppl till the orders are not served yet to me and 1 of my colleague even after we kept remindig and thus we had waited for about 1 hour there...Then, no point, the lunch time nearly finished, then we had to order the Hot dog 1901 set take away for our lunch and had it in the offcie..Luciky, it's taste good..I think I wont forgot such a special lunch time for me for my last day here..

6 pm..After signing some related documents and returned back the laptops to the admin, finally, that;s the seconds for me to say bye bye to to my beloved colleagues who really treat me well and care for me all the time. I will always appreciate them. ..Thanks alot..I hope that I will meet the same kind ppl in my next new job...

Sad.Dissapointed.

Recently i was so moody because there's something happen to challege the friendship among me and some of my friends. I was really really sad and dissapointed...Friendship is just like glass, once the owner who own it, he needs to hold it carefully, protect it, care it, not to let it to be broken easily...I hold it very very careful, I appreciate it all the time, I thought others also the same....however..........."If our friendship is as good as what u claimed.......".....I knew I loose my hands unintentionally and sadly, the glass is nearly broken up....or it can be said, it's cracked...I was so sad...Again, previously, I cried because of my first job...now I cried again becuause of the friendship...this is the first time, I faced the challenges of the friendship.... i always tell myself to appreciate friend's kindness and sacrification....I do mean it and always I will try my best to play my role to my friends...however, what i got now is "....what u claimed only ..." .....

Frustrated

I was given a suggestion to write a blog without any notification on who I am..ya..it's should be good for me to confide in...Everyday, I need to face the 'Hatred' in the office..I had been played around..all my data in D drive gone, some related files are missing..some application/programs can not be run, what happen ? My machine is hacked by someone, or someone take control over my machine?..No prove and nobody can tell me...I cant stand with this kind of disturbance anymore..why? why I am the one who need to face all these in my first job? How many times I drop my tears and confide to friends..that's enough, I always tell myself to stand steadily, but i still cant...I need something to balance up that.but i cant find it out ..Sometimes, i just feel that I am so useless and unable to handle all the stress...How? How? Tell me..please...tell me...how...

Interview 2nd Job

After suffering for about 2 months, I decided to resign..to leave a place that bring me trouble..I dont really want to stay there anymore..At the same time, I got the chance to interview..that's today...It was a long interview..I reach there about 615om after my work. Then i waited for the people about 45 min because they said they had conference call from Sg...No point..have to wait..Then, I had been undergone an hour long interview with 2 people - 1 senior manager and 1 manager, perhaps is technical department ppl...as he asked a lot of technical questions on me...programming, oracle, problem, stored pro,....etc I just tried my best to answer...the interview seem quite relax, while I answer, I do smile, they do also act quite relax to me..not really bring me any stress...But, 1 thing, i answer all the questions so so honestly...mayb this is the weak points of mine but i choose to be honest rather than lie..Finally, my interview finished at about 8pm..huh..late ya...but, the KL night view is so nice when i saw it from level 42 in KLCC...that's really amazing...KL night is GREAT!!...~~845pm reached home!

UnHappy again..

Hai..everyday when HE is here, sure i will be so scare and always aware of whether he is setting me any 'bomb'..I dont like this life..I felt so stress with this kind of life..I dont wan ..i dont wan...I just hope there's someone there to listen to me and console me when i am really in the stress sole....but...no one i can find on the spot...who i can find immediately...every ppl has their own business, own lifestyle...nothing i can do, cry myself in the corner....

Birthday part 2 *_^

The day before my birthday...Few of my friends are celebrating my birthday earlier today...We had our dinner @secret recipe in Seksyen 14, PJ...Today is monday, just after work, we all meet up - Bee Leng, Chai Teng, Yung Fei, Kian Ann, Eng Seng, Sue Hok and me...I was so happy to have them as my friends, at least after last week's celebration, here they are to celebrate with me as they had missed the karaoke and seafood session last week...Ya..they are also y coursemates in FSKTM@ UM...After each of us took our dinner(after the whole day work in office, everyone is hungry...) they ordered 4 pieces of different favourite cakes for me and also for them la...hehehe....

• Americano
• Blueberry Cheese cake
• Chocolate Indulgent
• Kiwi Paradise

The cakes are so so tasty...Can't stop it after having the first taste...

Thanks to all my lovely friends...i wont forget and i'll sure will remember it forever ...

Birthday part 1 *_^

I was so happy and excited because my coursemates had celebrated me a GREAT birthday with me and also ah Fatt...BeeTze, SeowPing, KokWui, LaiChin, Fatt, Syuen, Ing Hee, Brian, ChunJye, Alan and YanLing...We all took 2 cars and towards Klang to enjoy a seafood meal...What a delicious seafood...After the seafood dinner, we all went to the KTV to sing together in Klang Parade...That's a crazy night..we all enjoyed with soft romantic songs and also some rock dancing songs...After that, a delicious fruit cakes was prepared for me and Fatt, as we are born in the same day, so we share the same birthday...this was a special year as this was the first time we celebrated the birthday together since we knew each other in uni 3 years ago...We took a lot of pictures ..that's really a wonderful night for all of us...at the same time, we also had the chance to gather after we all started working....

Thanks all my lovely and caring friends for the saturday night..I will always remember and appreciate it...

生日禮物

忽然從一個小孩的生日會中領悟到一件事
小時候 每個人都非常喜歡生日的到來
原因是 能夠收到很多的生日禮物
或許能夠從禮物當中得到一些嚮往已久的東西
得到後 心情能夠開心的不得了
甚至開心的睡不著 或雙手都沒離開過那份喜愛的禮物
長大後 收到禮物的機會 越來越少原因是 什麼 。。。。

難道是每個人的生活忙碌 都忘了獻上祝福給家人或朋友
還是連他們的生辰日子也忘了
隨着時代的進步
人人都以一封簡訊或電子卡
代替了原始的所謂生日禮物和生日卡片
感覺上 那好像不太真實
或許也沒有太大保存的價值
因為手機存量不足夠 或 電子卡會踰期的
當然收禮物可是很開心的事
不管成人或小孩都一樣 原因是。。。。
或許是那拆禮物的興奮或是被重視的那份感覺
又或純粹是收禮物的那份喜悅吧!